Saturday, April 26, 2008

Torn.




It's really nice out today. This entire week has been beautiful. But I have a ton of homework to do. This whole semester has been an argument of "I don't care, I'm graduating!" and then regretting saying that, or doing whatever I did when I said that. Like, instead of studying, I would go out drinking with friends. Or not even drinking, just hang out. Or even spend hours on Facebook or Gmail. Or I would skip class to eat lunch (or smoke and drink). Who am I?

It's not like I'm not getting the work done, because I am. I'm still a relatively straight A student, and this IS my last semester, so what is one bad grade going to do? And I'm not getting any bad grades. As far as I know, I'm getting A's in all of my classes this semester. Yeah, I want to shoot myself for saying that too. I am not Nick Wilson.

Anyway, I'm done this week. Like, this time next week I will be DONE. I will be out of school, the only thing left for me is waiting until graduation on May 18th (which is also my birthday) and then I am no longer a student. I need to find a job though, but for some reason I am being really laid back about it. I'm not freaking out about what I'm going to do, and I don't even necessarily have a plan. I have a way of making money through the end of June, but other than that, who the F knows. I mean, I should be worried because I plan on moving out, paying rent, paying for things... but, I'll deal with that when the time comes. Uh oh.

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