Saturday, January 31, 2009

Never Had A Dream Come True...

One of my resolutions was to not talk or think about the past and just move forward. I've been doing okay. Emphasis on okay. But - to tell you the truth, I don't really think about Seriously Bent all that much. I don't mean that in a bad way - I mean, it'd be too difficult if I just thought every Tuesday and Thursday between 1 and 2:15, "Oh, if this were last year, I'd be at rehearsal." or from 2:15 - 2:30 I thought, "Oh, they're all outside smoking right now." or from 2:30-3:30, "Oh, hey Donahue Caf, what's up." It'd be too much.

I talked to Jules today and she said she just doesn't think of it because then it makes her sad. So, I do the same thing. Plus - I see Kelly and Trevor a lot, and now they're on House Teams so it numbs the pain a little bit. But Seriously Bent has pretty much been the most exciting thing that happened to me.

Last night I watched them perform, and I was almost in tears. I was laughing so hard, and at the slightest inside joke that I got from a rehearsal last year, I freaked out. It was tough to watch them and not perform with them. And when my Awkward Compliment group was talking about how good they were, I was so proud and excited for them.

But seeing them brings back so many good memories! And they are probably the sole reason I was pulled out of the tough times I was going through back then, and they're the only people I want to be around when I'm sad. I've never been part of such a strong group of friends. This is all so corny, isn't it? Yeah, it is. I'm such a sappy loser. But I don't care.

Tonight I'll watch them again and be sad, but hey, it's all okay. Cause I'm cold.

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