Friday, July 8, 2011

Hey, It's OK.

After drinking, I always get real down on myself. Lately I've been drinking more than usual due to parties/events/general awkwardness. And I don't have time to eat dinner because of rehearsal, so it means that things get rough. And I do or say some stupid things and there's nothing I hate more than presenting myself that way. I always feel terribly apologetic, even though nobody probably cares.

I was talking to Mary yesterday and I said, "I hate myself." And she said, "Don't! You had fun! And you only live once... and you do this every week. So you know that at some point everything becomes normal again." And that's true. I mean, I'm not the only one who gets drunk and feels bad about themselves because of it! I can't be perfect all the time! And trust me, I'm perfect every other time!

But I realized that that stuff doesn't really matter. {But of course I'll still feel bad about it and wallow in my own self-pity.} But there are great things in my life. Like, I have really good friends. The kind of friends who pick your broken teeth out of raisenettes {happened} and the kind who give you nicknames like "Crow Boob". And the kind of friends who put your headshot on the board behind their desk at work! Yeah! I'm important, people!

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