Thursday, September 25, 2014
Process of Elimination
As I continue the process of growing up (slowly, but surely), I keep contemplating what I want to do with the rest of my life. There are so many different things I want to accomplish! I want to continue working as a writer, but I also want to continue working with people, you know? I think I can find some balance in there somewhere, and that's the exhausting process I'm going through right now.
That process being the process of elimination.
I think of it like this:
I am 28.
I have worked at four companies. (Five, if you include Build-a-Bear Workshop when I was 17... but I don't.)
The longest I worked at a company was 8 years.
The least amount of time I worked at a company was 2 years. (Three months, if you include Build-a-Bear Workshop when I was 17... but I don't.)
I have been the following roles: Sales Associate, Box Office Attendant, Box Office Manager, Day Manager, Front of House Manager, Personnel Director, Bartender, Training Center Administrator, Office Manager, HR Associate, HR Coordinator, Actor, Writer, Teacher, Director and Executive Assistant.
That's a whole lot of jobs that I've either decided I don't want to do ever again... or that I would like to continue doing in the future.
I read a blog post over at The Clueless Girl's Guide that said jobs we don't love are ways of learning what you don't want to do, which is just as valuable as learning what you do want to do. And damn, have I learned what I do and don't want to do.
The pretty awesome thing is that most of those jobs I really loved. Or at least I loved enough about them to stay there as long as I did / learned something pretty valuable from them. I learned skills that I otherwise wouldn't have learned had I not held that job. Being an assistant, for example, has helped me hone in on a lot of organization, communication and proactive skills that I didn't have, or tucked away so long ago that I forgot about them. Do I want to do it forever? No. But I'm grateful that I did it so I could cross it off my list, in a way. Now I know that while I have done it and done it well, it's not the career path for me.
I loved writing, performing and teaching. Obviously, it's the greatest job I've ever had and one that I would like to keep doing. But it wasn't always AWESOME. There were students I didn't "reach" or some that were just downright terrible people. There were audiences that made me cringe, cast mates that were difficult to work with (even me), nights where I couldn't think of a single thing to write, etc. All jobs come with pros and cons. All jobs come with valuable lessons that teach us what to pursue and what to definitely not pursue.
This year may not have been full of as much creativity as the past couple of years for me. But it's all a part of the process! I have definitely used this year to eliminate a few job positions from my future and to help me narrow down what I would LOVE to keep doing.
Boom! TAKE THAT FOR A POSITIVE SPIN!